its been while....

so i havent posted anything for quite awhile. alot has happened since the last time but im not gonna sit and go through everything. it would first take far too long and second be way too emotional. well im now living in orem going to school at uvu. im going into the nursing program, hopefully. boys are still way stupid. well girls are too....everyon is stupid now a days, making really dumb descions. choices that could get them into alot of trouble. so im dealing with that. my best friend is getting divorced and im trying to be an emotional support from afar.....that is really really hard to do. you should try it! but jess i love you!:) and the biggest thing that happened was on july 9, 2009 at about 2300 (11pm for you who dont speak military time) my oldest brother jason was in a fatal motorcycle accident. he was killed instantly. wow thats hard to write even to think about. my family is trying to deal with that. we arent doing real well at all. all of us are pretty much clinically depressed but we are trying to trudge through it. one happy note is all the fam the whole clan, we are going to georgia for thanksgiving. mainly because none of us wanna be here in utah doing the same thing we always did when jason was here. it would be too painful! but that should be really fun. it will be krissy and jeh's first ride on an airplane!!! but enough excitement for one blog, im exhausted. ive been up since 430am this morn....and im pooped. ill write more of my adventures later......good night.