what a week!

so i decided my life is stressful and to help me get rid of that stress ive taken up blogging. so i can yell scream and stomp my feet about all my stresses. so i revamped my blog a big changed some things....i think it looks better. so this week has been a particularly bad one...everything is reminding me of my brother. today is wednesday and on friday is the one year anniversary of the day my big brother was killed! talk about depressing day! that's all ive been thinking about though. i cant stop!!! its driving me crazy! that and it just happens to be my ex creeps birthday so that doesnt help the remembering and such. so he has been on my mind also. blah! so i have been going to the bishop for quite sometime and i think last night i had a break through....he said i think we are finally ready to start the repentance process....it only took 9 months!!! ha ha yeah i guess im a slow learner but everyday i keep feeling better about that, so i feel like one day very soon ill have that all cleared up. i hope and pray. so after the bishop my roommate, her friend and i went to salt lake to see a concert. well we got there right as the concert was ending so we went and got mcflurry ice cream from mcdonalds and headed home. my roommate ate hers and started having a scratchy throat. we went to head to eclispe the new twilight movie. i was SO excited to go see it. about 5-10 minutes into the movie she leans over and tells me her throat is starting to close off!!! she is having a hard time breathing. so about 20 minutes into the movie she and i left. i drove her to the hospital and was there till about 1am. she ended up having to get medicine because she had an allergic reaction to the chocolate and reeces pieces in her mcflurry!!! i didnt know you could have allergic reactions to mcflurries!!! ha ha well she is all happy up and totally drugged now, so thats better. :) but im off to my horrible job where they try to blame things on me i dont do, but thats a story for another time....loves